Jitterbugs (Delirium Tremens)

I can't sleep with these needles in me.
How did I come to this decision?
I have lost something that you can't see
You gotta hurry up with the incision

My god I can still feel the static
My eyes turn in different directions
I am clenched from the pain you're providing
Goddamn this is he way I'm not supposed to feel

This is all the time we had,
And I am almost dead
So long my old friend
Just let go of my hand

Serene like an insect collection
In a box that you carried me to.
I sense the loss of your affection
And I know there's a part of me in you

My god I can still feel the static
My eyes turn in different directions
I am clenched from the pain you're providing
Goddamn this is he way I'm not supposed to feel

This is all the time we had,
And I am almost dead
So long my old friend
Just let go of my hand
This is your punishment
You choke on your regret
So you can rest your head
In this eternal illusion

You are returning
Your coffin is burning
My smile is not the last thing you will see
Underneath, living in your own shit
Goddamn this is the way I'm not supposed to feel

This is all the time we had,
And I am almost dead
So long my old friend
Just let go of my hand
This is your punishment
You choke on your regret
So you can rest your head
In this eternal illusion