Hello, my name is Tiffany
It is 8:32PM, January 29th, 2021
And tomorrow Is my 21st birthday
I don't really know why I made this voice recording
I just, kinda wanted to document how
I'm feeling right now in life and It's just not good
People tell me, like that's a normal thing you know
To like be struggling with loneliness
Every human goes through, like existential loneliness
Your feelings are normal and I'm just like
Then why do I feel like I'm going insane?
I'm supposed to be happy that I'm turning 21 tomorrow
But I'm not happy and then I just try to tell myself
You know what, It's all in the head
It doesn't matter 'cause everyone's unhappy

It's always fun yeah, It's always fun
It's always fun, It's what I tell myself
Have lots of fun, yeah, It's always fun
It's always fun, It's what I tell myself
It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun
I'm always fun, It's what I tell myself
It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun

I get too sick staring at the TV
Trust me I can handle myself
I'd never ask you for help
And no one, no one, no one, no one cares like I do
I feel like running away from me
I think I can handle myself
'Cause everybody's in hell
And no one, no one, no one, no one cares like I do

Somebody's always got it worse
And I don't think that I'm really hurt enough to
Act like It's a big deal
Even though it makes sense

It's always fun yeah, It's always fun
It's always fun, It's what I tell myself
Have lots of fun, yeah, It's always fun
It's always fun, It's what I tell myself
It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun
I'm always fun, It's what I tell myself
It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun

I'm always fun
I get a rush
I give a fuck
When I'm in front all my best friends
I think too much
We're out of touch never enough
Feel guilty for all my problems
Wish there were moments I'm invincible, yeah
I'm so damn sorry being cynical
But I'm always fun yeah I promise (yeah I promise I-)

Somebody's always got it worse and
I don't think that I'm really hurt enough to
Try to prove everything I'm worth
'Cause I already know it doesn't matter to you
We get old, we get tired, we get sad
And I've given up thinking what's next
Don't act like it's a big deal
Even though It makes sense

It's always fun, yeah, It's always fun
It's always fun, It's what I tell myself
Have lots of fun, yeah, It's always fun
It's always fun, It's what I tell myself
It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun
I'm always fun, It's what I tell myself
It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun

It's always fun, yeah, It's always fun
It's always fun, It's what I tell myself
Have lots of fun, yeah, It's always fun
It's always fun, It's what I tell myself
It's always fun yeah I'm always fun
I'm always fun, It's what I tell myself
It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun