Dreadful Angel

She's not to be seen today;
Silent in me, doesn't scream
But there's a noise.
You start up, You look around,
but there's no sound.

That's she.
Just careful once again, while you're with me.
She's brave as you leave.
Please stay! Don't go;
You love me! Shield me!
Save me! Love me bravely!

From the soul's core she descends
Screamingly blames, feverish madness.
She works as poison in me, and falls asleep'
Oh...so rarely.

She lives inside and out
And when the moonlit night is white
She's delving into my mother's grave.
Was it worth it? Rudely she awakens "You gave birth and died!"

She looks at me sometimes,
Tears the days away from my calendar.
It's up to her forever after, ever.
How far and where...forever, never...

Her words have fallen in my heart
In the evening's sour, sickest light
Like stones in the water, in her dreadful hour
Rippling, swinging, spinning, yelling...

You were sleeping when she arrived.
I stood naked in the night...
Strange fragrance drifted,
Cold breath touched my ears...
No one was here to save me from tears.

Flay yourself! Don't be defended by your skin
You're only raw meat; naked nerves! Flay yourself!
Foolish are all the ones who pride their skin;
The lying jail, raw meat of sins! Vision. Illusion.

Take the knife
It doesn't hurt...
Just a moment...
Just a hiss...
The knife woke up,
Glittering on the table.