Hopless Wishes

I'm going to sin city again
Maybe I'm clueless to them
I'm not special as they pretend
But I am

I wish I could skip to the end
I wish I could sleep once again
But I won't
Though I'm alone

Day dress me
As a doll
I put masks
So I can crawl

Far away
Away from my sins
Away from everything
That's draining my life

I wish I could change once again
I wish to be more of a gentleman
I wish to play with my veins
But I can't
Because my friends
Would dislike

So day dress me
As a doll
I put masks
So I can crawl

Far away
Away from my sins
Away from everything
That's draining my life
Away from my dreams
Away from the scene
From my spotlight

Just let me die
C'mon and let me dive
Into the pit

Just let me die
C'mon and let me dive
Into the pit

Let my life
Let my life
Let my life
My life
My life
My life