C#m Oh, can't you see? G#m I don't belong here A Taking too much drugs Am A lot of sertraline C#m Don't give me cold water G#m With it minutes feels like hours A I don't want to live Am Just let my death be C# I want it G#m I don't wanna wake up A I want it Am I just really want to give up C#m Reality is to lose G#m After all of that A Just let me convulse Am I promise I won't regret C#m Forget G#m That I ever came A Just forget Am My life is my own game C#m I just play it as I want G#m I kill myself when I can A I take cold water Am And start all over again C#m I jump to my bed G#m Too much drugs in my head A Alcohol till it blends Am With the smoke in the air C#m But I'm not prepared G#m Might be a little scared A Want to suicide Am But with a bang in my head C#m What is so wrong G#m I just want to be gone A But taking cold water Am Is where I leave all at once C#m Drugs don't affect my head G#m The silence fills my bed A My body wanna fall Am I've been playing too much around C#m So let it burn G#m Let the cold water burn A So let me go Am Let me fall C#m I'm going all The way down G#m Burry my body on the ground A Punish my soul Am In the hell somehow C#m I can take a coin G#m To the wishing well A I would ask for torture Am For myself C#m Maybe I'm in need G#m Of some mental health A Am So let it go cus C#m I want it G#m I don't wanna drown A I want it Am I've been letting my friends down C#m So burn it G#m And don't spill the pills out A Just commit Am What you've been making out C#m Bluring my vision G#m A pricefull decision A Trying to vomit Am I wanna do it but I can’t C#m Try to suffocate G#m Into the cold water A Into the freezing shower Am I hold onto it C#m But I don’t know why G#m Cause everyday I try A To let loose Am And it aways lead to cry C#m To give up on my life G#m Razor blades A Such a strange disgrace Am Now my brain went down a grade C#m Up there in the clouds G#m I can’t think of a way out A Its just jump Am I want it but I cant C#m Just take a cold water G#m I wanna stop while I can A Its to late Am I'm losing all my friends C#m Such a catastrophe G#m I wanna kill myself A But I don’t have the courage Am E To end it right here