Alive

I've spent a lifetime
Building walls inside of me
It's all I've ever known
It's my reality
I've tried to push aside
My need for someone else
I'll do it on my own
The island is my home

And as I'm standing on the edge of all my dreams
It only takes one step to bring the death of me

Here I go
I don't know
Where You're gonna lead me
Cause in my soul
I want more
Make me feel alive

I'm so afraid of failing
Everyone I see
I'm taking off the mask
Will you still love me
It's time I realize
A change is coming on
And I'm not fighting back
Cause I've been dead too long

And though hesitation and reservation's in the way
I'd rather take the risk and throw it all away