Fomo

Shanta
No Karuna
Shanta
Open up my chakra

25 minutes of feeling great
And then its over
And I'm back to spilling vodka soda
On my bedroom by myself
Blowing my life away

But its always gonna be like that
Acting like I know what I am getting at
Something going good until its going bad
Its a day rehearsal for a tightrope act
And there's a net nowhere

I'm so much harder on myself
Than I am on someone else
And its always kinda been like that
Acting like I know what I deserve to have
Who can say if something good is coming back
To me when it's done?

I've got too much time and its all been down
A fever running and the fear of missing out
On myself, I'vе been somewhere else
Be here
Be here
Be here