Boxcutter

Wanted to feel around in your head
But when I stole a scalpel up to your bed
I found nothing from the good old days
Just a duct-taped box with my name

If you did what you wanted, I'd be gone
I know it makes no difference
To sit here in silence starin'
Waiting on the phone to ring
I am not, I am not
I am not gonna feel resolve
I am not, I am not
I am not gonna feel it

Wanted to be enough to make you stay
I took my pride and tore it, but you looked away
It's not bad luck, and it's not my fault
It's obvious and the fact that it just
Fucks me up to see you now
We should both stop foolin' ourselves

If you did what you wanted, I'd be gone
I know it makes no difference
To sit here in silence starin'
Waitin' on some fancy girl
I am not, I am not
I am not gonna feel resolve
I am not, I am not
I am not takin' another, but I'm still not
High enough, high enough
High enough to shut you off
High enough, high enough
High enough