Freaking Out

At another party, didn't wanna go
Hundred people drinking alone
You're so pretty and you want me to stay
But in my head I'm already home

If I could fake it, honestly
I would, honestly

But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out
All of my anxieties are freakin' out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever
Trippin' over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever

I'm drying your eyes asking for a light
Fightin' on the side of the road
Baby, don't blame me, blame the adhd
But I was never diagnosed

If I could fake it, honestly
I would, honestly

But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out
All of my anxieties are freakin' out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever
Trippin' over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever, oh-oh

'Cause I'm a little past out my depth
Drowning in the deep end
And I know you can't understand
I'm freakin' out
Yeah, I'm a little past pull me out
Fake a smile, calm down
And I know you can't understand

There's always a part of me that's freakin' out
All of my anxieties are freakin' out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever
Trippin' over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever, oh-oh

A little more like whatever
A little more like whatever
A little more like whatever

At another party, didn't wanna go
'Cause in my head I'm already home