Dream Diary

It's been four years now since she died
I never wanted to marry her
How I never even really loved her
So why do I dream of her each night
Why do all these dreams end the same

Life was once a not worth living
Filled with empty days
Until I stopped it writing
The dream I thought we'd like to live
Every mine I close my eyes knowing what awaits me
All my words come to life
Righteous scream for my dreams

Waiting for the set to sail
From dreams to lies from miss to dreadful words
Waiting for the night to call
The gate to my real life

The worlds seems truly different
When you look down at your troubles from the sky
I have dreams all right
I recall every morning

And yet I love for more
To someone who once shared my dreams with me
Taken from the sight
When our life has hardly just begun

Waiting for the set to sail
From harmful lies from miss to dreadful words
Waiting for our special night
To feed the wrath once more

My love, please breathe
What good have dreams
If death cannot before peel
So still, her culture next to mine

Locked inside
I cannot move I cannot damn this dream
The dying me
No dome will ever call

Waiting for the sager eyes
Day is fire and home is far but still
Waiting for the night to wear
To break the skies and close again our prey