Holding On

I’ve been on my own now
Somehow I’m still holding up
Don’t know how to fold nah
I can never get enough
Yea I’m still holding on
Holding on

To what we used to have
Used to have
Yea I’m still holding on
Holding on
To what we used to have
Used to have

Mistakes
I made
You made
We made
We stayed
Unfazed
We braved
The storm
Came out unscathed
I thought
I thought the world was ours

Until that dark cloud covered me
Uncovered my scars and I'm like yeah
This that me I always knew
Back to living without you
Party bullshit with the crew
Back to running through these women
Steady sipping blurry vision
I’ve lost all my inhibitions
Trying to find a way back to you

I’ve been on my own now
Somehow I’m still holding up
Don’t know how to fold nah
I can never get enough
Yea I’m still holding on
Holding on

To what we used to have
Used to have
Yea I’m still holding on
Holding on
To what we used to have
Used to have

I swear you took me for a wild ride
Only God knows how hard I tried
I’ve been tied up in this downward spiral trying to forget your smile
I find my self clicking your profile and damn (damn)
I’m at it once again

I wish I could let you go
No but I can't play pretend
I’ve been running round in circles
I’m still trying to make a mends
Girl its heaven when I’m with you
Thats why I can’t let this end

I’ve been on my own now
Somehow I’m still holding up
Don’t know how to fold nah
I can never get enough
Yea I’m still holding on
Holding on

To what we used to have
Used to have
Yea I’m still holding on
Holding on
To what we used to have
Used to have

Drowned my pain in the alcohol yeah yeah
Late night you know I’ma call yeah yeah
I’m a mess yeah
Another drunk text yeah
Still I get no reply
You just leave me on read yeah (yeah yeah)

Yet still I reminisce
All the good times that we had
All the good times that we’ll miss
I’m no longer in your plans
Like I don’t even exist
I’m still living in the past
I guess I must come to grips

I’ve been on my own now
Somehow I’m still holding up
Don’t know how to fold nah
I can never get enough
Yea I’m still holding on
Holding on

To what we used to have
Used to have
Yea I’m still holding on
Holding on
To what we used to have
Used to have

Still have hope now
That we might cross paths
I can’t let it go nah
I thought that we’d make it last
Guess I’m still holding on holding on

To what we used to have
Used to have
Yeah I’m still holding on holding on
To what we used to have
Used to have