Sinking So Long

If it's the will that has to be there,
To find my way out of this hell that dwells inside of my head
Then I'll find the hope I misplaced
And fear faced without a doubt
In a sea of shipwrecked thoughts
My lungs are filled with lead now
I've been sinking so long
What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know

What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know
I've never been the type to give in,
Maybe it's that feeling in my bones,
That keeps me far from home.
I'm miles away from all that I know,
Maybe it's too hard for me to quit
Down this path that's barely lit

What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know
What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know
You know what's shaken me, is all the broken things

I'm picking up what never went missing
Replace the piece of mind, fell out so far behind
So many words with a jaw still clenching
But now I'm through with you, nothing to do with you
I'm giving up on what was never
There for me this time
Why don't you say it

We will never make it on our own this time,
You're wrong, you're wrong
You're wrong, you're wrong
What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know
What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know

What am I worth, what am I worth?
Would it be easier to grow?
It's better than keeping me alone, I know
Every touch, every taste, every smell that
May escape from my lungs as I breathe in
The things I see
May what I hear not shake me