Bottom

Compassion is broken now
My will is eroded now
Desire is broken now
And makes me feel ugly

On my knees and burning
My piss and moans are fuelling
I set my head on fire
Smell my soul is burning

Broken, looking up to see the enemy

And I have swallowed the poison you feed me
But I survive on the poison you feed me
And leaving me, guilt-fed
Hatred-fed, weakness-fed
And makes me feel ugly

On my knees and burning
My piss and moans are fuellling
I set my head on fire
I'm dead inside

Shit adds up
Shit adds up
Shit adds up
Shit adds up at the bottom

If I let you
You would make me destroy myself
In order to survive you
I must first survive myself
I can sink no further
And I cannot forgive you

There's no choice but to confront you
To engage you
To erase you

I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain
I will use my mistakes against you
There's no other choice

Shameless now
Nameless now
Nothing now
No one now

But my soul must be iron
'Cause my fear is naked
I'm naked and fearless
And my fear is naked

Dead inside
Dead inside
Dead inside
Dead inside

Nameless now
Shameless now
Nothing now
No one now

Shit adds up
Shit adds up
Shit adds up
Shit adds as you see me

Naked now
Fearless now
Naked now
Fearless now

Shit adds up
Shit adds up
Shit adds up
Shit adds up
Shit adds up

It leaves me dead inside
Dead inside
Dead inside
Dead inside

Hatred keeps me alive
Ugliness keeps me alive
Weakness keeps me alive
Guilt keeps me alive at the bottom