Realization

I guess I deserve to loose your trust
I found a part of me
That I disgust
So caught up in myself
That I lost sight
Of what's real, what's not
What's true, what's right
I apologize for all the times I lied
I realize now that in friendship
There's nothing to hide
I've made more than my share
Of mistakes. But I never realized
You were at stake

I didn't know the cost.
Regaining what was lost.