Memories (Always)

Chorus:
You, You fade so far away
I, I miss you every day

(KOLGATE!)
It's nights like these that I think about
all the times we went without (I love you)
grab my gat and pull it out
take this pain and blow it out (blow it out)
cause way back then in a time back there
a time so great cause i had you here (cause I had you here)
now smiles always fade and dissapear
but alone I stand and I shed no tears (shed no tears)
I guess i'll never get that the fact your not here
I'll never understand why you just didn't care
to leave my life in the way you did (way you did)
drop that casket close that lid (drop that casket close that lid)
from your plot in the ground watch me walk away
you'll never get to hear the words I say (words I say)
I hate you so much so it's hard to say
I love you more than this song can say
(I love you more than this song can say)
I miss you.

Chorus

(JIMOTHY!)
It's been so long since I've seen your face
without you in my life I've fell from grace
I'm falling, broken, I haven't spoken
air rushes out and I am choking
your picture cradled in my wallet
the sight of you I must recall it
you gave me the power the courage the drive
I ache inside but I feel alive

(JIMOTHY!/BREWER!/KOLGATE!)
Alive, you make me feel alive
Even though I wish to die, some days I wish to die
Alive, you make me feel alive
All these questions I'm asking why, All these questions I'm asking why

(KOLGATE!JIMOTHY!)
All these questions, no answer, your memory dwells just like cancer
The loss of you has been a disaster, I just wish that I could get past her
load this gat and chase right after, I just wish that I could die faster
Pictures fade out but the memory stays, I'll carry you with me forever (always)

Chorus x2
(KOLGATE!/JIMOTHY!)
All these questions, no answer, your memory dwells just like cancer
The loss of you has been a disaster, I just wish that I could get past her
load this gat and chase right after, I just wish that I could die faster
Pictures fade out but the memory stays, I'll carry you with me forever (always)