I toss and turn afraid, awake or in a nightmare state
You were my life and in it's place, I'd be undead or fake
I’ll always wait for you
I'll always meet you in the middle
Baby please don't go away
We can beat this, just believe and stay
I stumble out of bed into my local drinking place
I think I need to poison me to get us back on the same page
I’m sick of feeling
Sick of thinking
Sick of knowing shame
The barman asks how many, so
I open up and I explain
One
For the jealousy that rips her world apart
Two
For the hurt that's been inside her from the very start
Three
‘Cause it's me this time who's done her wrong
Because I wanted it all
I think on who I am and how we got these worlds apart
Am I a man, am I a freak?
Is mine a greedy heart?
We were all just almost chimps
I've read the history, that's at least a start
But given how alike we are, what makes our differences so hard?
I spin in circles
How can I explain the way I love?
I go to pieces
God, I miss you but it's not enough
I know the pain you feel is like a thousand tiny cuts
And so, in search of justice
I will grab the nearest knife and count
One
For the jealousy that rips your world apart
Two
For the hurt that's been inside you from the very start
Three
‘Cause it’s me this time who’s done you wrong
Because I wanted it all
Because I wanted it all, and
Four
'Cause there’s more and I'm gonna tell it all
I feel alive (five) and I won't lie I've got my selfish thoughts
I get to Six I witness sickness from your broken heart
Because I wanted it all
Tell me how we doom to say
I know it’s changed
But we can get through anything
Any pain
And even if you love me less
I'll do my best
‘Cause you're the choice that I'll make
My life with you is everything
And tell me how we doom to say
I know it's changed
But we can get through anything
Anyway
And even if you love me less
I'll do my best
‘Cause you're the choice that I will make
My life with you is everything
And If I could try again, go back
And live this life until the point where I decide
To take your heart and roll the dice
I'd do it all
I'd give a lifetime
Or maybe three or five of them
To be precise
Oh, then all right, this is how we count I go like
One (aa-aa-ah)
For the jealousy that rips your world apart
Two (aa-aa-ah)
For the hurt that's been inside you from the very start
Three (aa-aa-ah)
‘Cause it's me this time who's done you wrong
Because I wanted it all
Because I wanted it all, and
Four (aa-aa-ah)
'Cause there's more and I'm gonna tell it all
I feel alive (five) (aa-aa-ah) and I won't lie I've got my selfish thoughts
I get to six (aa-aa-ah) I witness sickness from your broken heart
Because I wanted it all