Aces High

It's a long road
That I walk alone
To find my way back home
As I carry on

I've been lost for awhile now
Everything is surreal
Can't make sense of this life
When I don't know how I feel

About anything or anyone look at the monster I've become
In the mirror I stop and stare in my reflective eyes

I want to take away
To take it all away
I just wish to be saved
I just wish to be sane

I'd give anything
To feel whole again
Depression rips me apart
Leaves a hole inside my heart
Like an apple with a worm
I'm being eaten from the inside
And it's terrible
That everyday I wish I die

It's clear to me that I'm another fucking tragedy
And no one can save this hopeless, useless entity

I want to take away
To take it all away
I just wish to be saved
I just wish to be sane
I just wish to be sane

Take it all away
My god take it all away
Tell me why I hate myself

In life you're not always the person you thought you'd be
But the person in the mirror is who you really are

I want to take away
To take it all away
I just wish to be saved
I just wish to be sane

Happy endings are for fairy tales
Not real life