Ghost

I feel dead inside
Numb to all the thing
That keep me alive
I have become a ghost
An apparition another lost soul

Oh oh

The best part of me
Is the one you let go

Oh

This is finally goodbye

Don’t leave no rose
On my tombstone
Don’t leave no rose
On my tombstone

Now you’ll see
The ugly part of me
Now you’ll know
The evil within me
In between insanity
You’re my slave eternally

The constant rejection taught me a lesson
Tales from a broken home
Going through the motions
Never fucking knowing
I’d be all alone

Why is it that the stress devours me?
And why can’t I fix what’s fucking wrong with me?

Now you’ll see
The ugly part of me
Now you’ll know
The evil within me
In between insanity
You’re my slave eternally

Essence of doom the face of gloom
Feel my presence
When I walk in the room
Entity of negativity in a life

That’s beautiful and free
Maybe one day
You’ll see what’s wrong with me

Welcome the end of days
Recognize my soul of pain
Why can’t I feel anything?
If there’s a God
Take this pain away

I sold my soul
You best believe that I lost all I know
Now you’ll see the ugliest part of me
I'm just a miserable fuck that’s worthless to you

Now I wonder who I'm meant to be
If I could change the past to better suit me
The butterfly effect would it take hold?
Would it make me feel so alone?

Standing here smiling but inside I'm dying

Walk right back from the way that you came
If the skeletons in my closet could sing
They bring rejection and it got me so low
I have become a ghost

Maybe one day
I’ll be set free of the monotonous misery
Life glistens gold leaves me so cold
I have become a ghost