Real

I walk alone through the valley of death yet
Never for a moment do I second guess
I can't afford to live in doubt
Faith in myself if nothing else
Some things I'll never forget
I refuse to lose my life to regret
I've paid for the mistakes I've made
I've lived to pay my debts
To live and learn my life returned
I don't really care about the bridges burned
walked those burning embers
That's something I'll always remember
I was beginning to fear
Fear I fear happiness
I was beginning to fear
Fear I fear Happiness
I've grown so comfortable with all my anger and my madness
But it keeps me running on in fear of finding my own gladness
Up and down and round and round
I fall back into emptiness
You make me feel so damn real
You make me feel what's really real
Deep within my beating heart
I was given a brand new start, Yeah!
I was beginning to fear Fear I fear happiness
I've grown so comfortable with all my anger and my madness
But it keeps me running on in fear of finding my own gladness
Up and down and round and round I fall back into emptiness
Can you help me find my way or am I doomed to this eternal madness
For I fear my only fear is that I fear my happiness