The First Kill

Have you ever
Sacrificed your very own
"There's no gain without sacrifice",
He said to me.
And he led me to my first kill

Have you ever
Sweat until there was pure blood
But Heaven just did not recognise
Whose blood it was
Until he beheld my first kill

Have you ever
Been abandoned
Knowing that you'd act the same again
For it felt so right within
I don't regret my first kill