Worthless

My lack of desire made me buy a new car
In fact I never needed it but now I can show off
Studying countless years and I still can't find my spot
How could I trade my will
All this time
For something odd?

All my friends tell me that I’ve wasted the chance
To grow up
And there is nothing useful I can do

Standing for self promotion, what else could I expect?
An empty life of seasons
I'm sure it'll never last
By being silent and threatened
I know how to start
I'll smash all the shitty devices and I'll start to look around

You can't stop me
You can’t stop me
From taking control
To end this now
‘cause in the worst way
In the worst way
I have learned my lesson

All my friends tell me that I’ve wasted the chance
To grow up
And there is nothing useful I can do

You proved me wrong I'll admit it
Now make me understand
If the punishment is so excessive
Why would I fulfill it?