Hate It

I got a little high in my head
Floatin' with the drunks of the sidewalk
Tryin' to hold onto my buzz
Runnin' from the fool that I am
Wishin' I could turn my damn mind off
But I forgot who I was

But I love what I need
And I said how I feel
I know it, I want it real

I just don't wanna see you
With anyone but me
Now I can barely breathe
Drownin' in my jealousy
And now I know I
Haven't been the kind to leave
My heart out on the line
It's too damn hard to fake it
And keep sayin' that I'm fine
I hate it
I still love you and I hate it

Gotta sleep in a bed that you made
Heard it said but it ain't that damn easy
I hear you spin like a ceilin' fan

Ain't no peace of mind
So I reach for a prayer
But your body still ain't there

I just don't wanna see you
With anyone but me
Now I can barely breathe
Drownin' in my jealousy
I know I
Haven't been the kind to leave
My heart out on the line
It's too damn hard to fake it
And keep sayin' that I'm fine
I hate it
I still love you and I hate it

I hate the way that I didn't know
Or the way you loved me till I let you go

I had a 23
Wasted on me
Now I can barely breathe
Drownin' in my jealousy
I know I
Haven't been the kind to leave
My heart out on the line
It's too damn hard to fake it
And keep sayin' that I'm fine
I hate it
I still love you and I hate it