Who The Hell Am I?

Every day I wake and swim through my denial
I force myself to smile it always takes a while
But mirrors never lie

Everyday's a fight
I just sit and wonder
What in the world I'm doing here
My personality is unclear
I cant realize when I live in fear who am I

Even though its hard I'll try again
To figure out
What I'm really all about
Living life full of doubt who am I

I don't know who
Who the hell am I
Who the hell am I
I just wonder why

Who the hell am I
Makes me wonder why
I just wanna cry
everything I try

I am drowning in this question
No one really has the answer
How much pressure can i take
You don't know and I really, really don't know