So Selfish

So mean, so sick, so selfish & sinking
Without help, without health
No brains, no nothing

So out of touch with reality
So selfish so selfish
So much hate, so much confusion
Without faith I'll lose my direction
I know I can't make it without you
But still-I abuse
No pity-I am the worst kind
I'll rip out your feelings untill you can't move

So selfish...
Can't get it off my mind

Consumed by greed
Burned out by need
I've lost the sight of what is real
When you're with me it's all I see
The never ending tragedy

I'll never let you know
About the feelings I don't want to show
I'm my own son
It just goes to show once again I've won

I am the nightmare that you live
I take what's yours & never give
I'll take your place I'll take your face
Don't know the meaning of disgrace
I know you can't make it without me
That's why I never try to see
I tear you apart
& leave you alone just before you die

You think I like myself?
I don't even know what you see in me
I wish you could pull away & leave me in my misery
This world is much too kind to a guy who never apoligises
This world is much to kind to a guy who never prays or cry