Lost Signal

As I stare into this wall I
Can't remember who I am why
Tedium was left behind so
why is my peace so hard to (find)

Nothing here
I lost it all a long time ago
Adulthood
Where did my kid go?

This hole in me
Its hard to believe
I will fly to my
Lost frequency

Watching myself not controlling
Opposite of life I'm seeing
Metaphor of humans being
Living altered reality

All my life
I never had it in front of me
Underneth (I'm)
Letting myself go

This hole in me
Its hard to believe
I will fly to my
Lost frequency

You won't say that you won't pity me
I see you ask why can't it just die?
You won't be that salvation
Intentions darker than mine
I know your only figmented
The blame I push softens the blow
Evolution, My eyes can't close
As you burn....

This hole in me
Its hard to believe
I will fly to my
Lost frequency