Hope

Always hope in furthest height
Hate myself, but try despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope in furthest height
Hate myself, but try despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

While I know the moments placed
Never know if it's the space
Kicked me down and left with haste
Picked up new like its a race

Can I get more weed, garçon?
Maybe some dom perignon
Waste my time in space, Elon
No one ever knows what’s wrong

That’s my greatest fear
I run with no one there
Lost without you here
Said you’d love me, insincere

There’s no one who cares
I’m beyond repair
I miss your stare
Endless despair

Need some food or I'll probably die soon
Sadness showers raining down like a typhoon
McCree ult hitting, coming in at high noon
I run the shit, yeah, they call me zoo tycoon

Always hope in furthest height
Hate myself, but try despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope in furthest height
Hate myself, but try despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

Always hope in furthest height
Hate myself, but try despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope in furthest height
Hate myself, but try despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

Flower petals fall to floor
Seeking who I am some more
No one knows, I don't for sure
Painted me as wall decor, I’m sore

Broken beyond repair
Choking, smoking with no one there
You’re gone now, where you’d sit, and now I stare
Forgot when two together one heart shared

Seeping sorrow and depression
Baby girl was my obsession
Let that teach you all a lesson
Do not follow your heart guessin’

Listen to your mind
It will do you well in time
Do not stop hitting the grind
Rise above and make the climb

Always hope in furthest height
Hate myself, but try despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope in furthest height
Hate myself, but try despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

Always hope in furthest height
Hate myself, but try despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope in furthest height
Hate myself, but try despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike