So Numb

If I said I moved on
If I said I'm fine
That’d be a lie
Fuck
You’re stuck on mind

It doesn’t get better, you turned off the lights
You left me a letter, but that won’t suffice
Memories like leather, they last a whole life
I’ll never get rid of them, trust me I’ve tried

You left a hole
Right inside my rib cage
Chemicals
Only way to escape

Numb
I'm so fucking numb

I’ve hit a wall
Nothing's been the same
Time, heals all
Then why do I still feel so numb

Numb
I'm so fucking numb

There’s an arrow in my back
I can’t pull off or break in half
I blame myself for losing you
And now I'm fucking stuck with that

Your tattoo’d under my skin
Wish I could cover up with black
Waiting for the pain to lift
Waited but pain never passed

Weigh me down
Your memories tied
I guess we were never meant to fly