My Own Superstiton

Wish I could feel it
Then I would stretch my hands and feel
Wish I could taste it
Then I would know that it was real
Seems as big as a mountain
But I can't put my finger on the pain
Wish I could say it
But I don't want to explain

So long, my own superstiton
You were holding me down
But you can't hold me down anymore
So long, my own superstiton
You can meet me at the door
'Cause I don't need you to protect me anymore

Wish I could be it
Then I would know what it could be
Wish I could own it
Then I wouldn't let it all on me
Yeah, I wish I was better
Then I would know just what to do
'Cause I think that I'm normal
At least on some days I know it's true

So long, my own superstiton
You were holding me down
But you can't hold me down anymore
So long, my own superstiton
You can meet me at the door
'Cause I don't need you to protect me anymore

Anymore, anymore, anymore

Wish I could find it
Then I would know I did find it
Wish I could place it
Then I could sleep a little bit
Yeah, I wish could see it
I wouldn't have to count on my best guess
And I'd keep it forever
Keep it locked up inside my chest

So long, my own superstiton
You were holding me down
But you can't hold me down anymore
So long, my own superstiton
You can meet me at the door
'Cause I don't need you to protect me anymore
So long, my own superstiton
You were holding me down
But you can't hold me down anymore
So long, my own superstiton
You can meet me at the door
'Cause I don't need you to protect me anymore

Anymore, anymore