Broke(n)

Look out and it's black outside, overcast with a couple grey skies
Shotty blast right through my eyes
Broken glass where my dead body lies
Goddamn, I hate my fucking life so, so I stay high as a kite, don't
Don't strive to do nothing right, disguised in the pale moonlight
No price to pay the devil, despite my unsafe levels of toxins
I always meddle, just lay me down in my grave
$Uicide, no escape
And it seems I'm goin' insane
When you start to look forward to pain

All I really want is a blunt, light it with the punk
See the fireworks burst, sunk right back in the funk
See me try and work something, dump me in the fucking trunk
Every time I fail, I feel stale, I wanna kick the pail
I wanna find a trail so I can build a motherfucking rail
Fell into a fucking hole, it happened about a month ago
It lingered for a month or so, and now I know that I am broke
I am broke, I am broken again