Stockholm

When I hurt you I’m just trying to understand you
But first I can’t deal with one more death around me
Can you swallow this pressure?
So strange to you, nothing will take my eyes from you
A denial inside to see me on my knees for my needs
To control it am I trying to keep me safe? Am I wasting my time?
From the eyes of your sick trust
I confess to you
We can’t go on like this

And I was so fucking determined to kill myself
To destroy everything and everyone that was around me
To build your hell with my own hands and leave you there
But not alone, you will be with me to hear me say that it’s your fault
That you are guilty of everything that is coming
Because I always wanted to be here so then you will feel what I feel
And nobody will hear you scream
And then you see my empty shape.

The storm really scares you I’m afraid to condemn you
And now, are you ready to erase my blame?
In this dirty place I will show what I’m able to, because your body and soul belong to me
I was never against!
To proceed to remove all the tears of your cold skin
Something grows inside of me until my collapse I can’t sleep when I start to think
How can I carve my name in your end?

And I was so fucking determined to kill myself
To destroy everything and everyone that was around me
To build your hell with my own hands and leave you there
But not alone, you will be with me to hear me say that it’s your fault
That you are guilty of everything that is coming
Because I always wanted to be here so then you will feel what I feel
And nobody will hear you scream

And then you see my empty shape
We both know this is a mistake
How can we live with that inside of me?