HEINOUS

My life is heinous
Everywhere I go
I'm becoming the problem
And there's never peace
I don't know where to find it
I'm looking in those places
Where I've been defiant
I hate that I will never feel like I belong

This is a textbook example of aggression
The animalistic instincts of the human nature—exhibit A

I'm not submissive, all this pessimism
Came from talking down on me
Motherfuckers try to make me out who they wanna see
Fuck that shit
I would only do what I was meant to do
And you can suck my dick
Thinking this life I lead is not the truth (pussy)

I done seen my niggas fall into despair (too deep)
Try to reach out
And then I noticed that nobody cares
It's fucked up
They'll watch us slipping deep into the cracks
The world we know's a fucked-up place
Yeah, I know all 'bout that

My life is heinous
Everywhere I go
I'm becoming the problem
And there's never peace
I don't know where to find it
I'm looking in those places
Where I've been defiant
I hate that I will never feel like I belong

My life is heinous
Everywhere I go
I'm becoming the problem
And there's never peace
I don't know where to find it
I'm looking in those places
Where I've been defiant
I hate that I will never feel like I belong

Always being treated so different by people
And no matter what—we won't ever be equal
So I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil
They'll throw me to the wolves
And then everyone's gone

Don't you get sick of doing crooked shit
To entertain your misery?
I ain't looking for the validation
'Cause I wanna be
Far from motherfuckers tryna frame me
For the way I think
No matter what I say
They label me a fuckin' enemy

Live or die
I'ma always be the realest
No matter how numb I get
I put on my life
That you gon' feel it
This disdain—it might kill me
Fuck it, we ball—I'm still committed
I move around in the game
But I can't help but to keep my distance

Yeah, this shit is heinous
Ayy, bitch, this shit is heinous
Yeah, watch your mouth—this shit get heinous
God damn—my life heinous

My life is heinous
Everywhere I go
I'm becoming the problem
And there's never peace
I don't know where to find it
I'm looking in those places
Where I've been defiant
I hate that I will never feel like I belong

Always being treated so different by people
And no matter what—we won't ever be equal
So I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil
They'll throw me to the wolves
And then everyone's gone

I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil
Throw me to the wolves
And then everyone's gone

I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil
Throw me to the wolves
And then everyone's gone