I'm already dead

Stuck looking at the wall
No one ever calls me
Yeah you never gave a fuck
Thats why you forgot me
Weird kid left out
Yeah thats never not me
Speeding destination death
You can never stop me
Pop a pill in bed
Turn myself into a zombie
All these thoughts inside my head
Shoot it with a tommy
Full blunt wrap
Yeah I'm smokin' on that mummy
Brain cells dead but I like the way
It numbs me

I'm still breathing
But I died a long time ago
Wanna overcome it
But I cant complete this obstacle
My lifes stuck in a circle
I keep walking thru revolving doors
Dont tell me that you care
Cause if you did I wouldent be ignored

I been meeting same people
Different variations
She left me alone
I'm lost without her navigation
Lifes a journey
And the grave's our final destination
Say whats on my mind
Dont care about how people take it

Stuck looking at the wall
No one ever calls me
Yeah you never gave a fuck
That's why you forgot me
Weird kid left out
Yeah that's never not me
Speeding destination death
You can never stop me