Solitude

I don't belong to any place,
Only in solitude I can find peace,
My grief's, have been written its melodies
To hug the eternal night.
Inside of me,

Very hard to keep emotions alive,
Not to surrender to this inner cold.
Deep sigh of pleasant solitude.
Fill my chest with its selfish shelter.

Every drop of cry leaves its bloody mark,
On my tired face, comfortable "nothing".
Free from waiting and hope

Sometimes confusing silhouettes are drawing,
And speaks about a fire I can't recognize.
Just a vague memory of your cold and distant eyes,
And its tasteless lips

Painfully,
When at last I found peace,
I only want to sleep.