He(a)ven

Before I went away
I thought it was easy for me
(Before I went away)
But I just could'nt see

Thinking with my heart
(Thinking with my heart)
About a last farewell
I just went away

I'm standing there - fucked up
Out of thoughts - lost the thread
I left this place
For something new

Now I'm standing there in the middle of nowhere

The reality (I'm missing everyone) is on my heels
And all the magic's gone
What have I become?
(What have I become)
A lonely human wreck

Sailing the seas of this ocean so grey
The storm and the mast they just take me away

Now im standing there - I'm standin here in my place
Now im standing there - I'm still waiting