everything is getting better

Mmm

Taking a deep breath, I feel fine
It's been so long since I felt like this
Sit with my friends in the sunshine
Taking a walk just to take it in

But how do I know
I'm not gonna spin out of control and not come back?
How do I know?

Everything is getting better
Still I wonder if I'll ever be the same
Despite the hell I conquered
There's a monster hiding deep inside my brain
I can't stop myself from looking back
Stare at the hourglass and wait for the end
Everything is getting better
Still I wonder if I'll ever be okay

Looking at love like a good thing
Trying to learn how to love myself
Start to redefine happy endings
And not being too scared to ask for help

But how do I live
Knowing that darkness still exists and sometimes wins?
How do I live?

Everything is getting better
Still I wonder if I'll ever be the same
Despite the hell I conquered
There's a monster hiding deep inside my brain
I can't stop myself from looking back
Stare at the hourglass and wait for the end
Everything is getting better
Still I wonder if I'll ever be okay

(Oh)
(Everything is getting better)
(Everything is getting better)
Everything is getting better, getting better
Everything is getting better