Liminal/Space

Put the flowers by the bed
Lay my bones to rest
So long - goodnight
Leave my body grotesque

Someone you loathe
Wishing you the best
You hated my existence
Don't speak of my death

Put the flowers by the bed
Lay my bones to rest
So long - goodnight
Leave my body grotesque

For those that hear me
I have one last request
Keep the circle small
And leave out all the rest

Will my soul survive at my own funeral?
Will I go to hell just based on morals alone?
So many questions that I'll never know
I guess death is approaching
This is life through a window

Let's get one thing straight
Even in my grave
I won't forgive you
Or all of your mistakes
I won't be there to listen
And I promise I won't care
I promise I won't

I'm rolling at the thought
Of you caring when I'm gone
'Cause when I was alive
You only treated me wrong
Don't beg for forgiveness
From all of your mistakes
I'll take all of my resentment
To my fucking grave

Put the flowers by the bed
Lay my bones to rest
So long - goodnight
Leave my body grotesque

Someone you loathe
Wishing you the best
You hated my existence
Don't speak of my death

Doubt just always blooms
Fear is hard to lose
I've had this pain in my chest
To remind me of my abuse

Fear is all that bloomed
Doubt is hard to move
Exhaustion fills my chest
And pain reminds me that I'm screwed

I've tried hard to forget
Everything that you said
But fuck it and fuck you
Nothing matters when we're all dead

We'll see who will get the last laugh
I'm still doomed to finish last