My Fernanda

Nocturnal lady of me
Dressed in clothes darker than black, you'd cry for me
Every night I wait for my sweet Fernanda

But, still...

A wound upon my skin
A life that crossed the walls of reality
Would you let me be your Hello Kitty?

I won't bathe in the bloody waters and kill myself
Enchanted by your fake pics in my dreams

But until we unite
I will have to die
Wait for time
To born one more time

In the break of new dawn
My hopes disappeared
In shadows I'll fade
I'll be always ashamed
for believing in you...

Serene with a kind smile
With a black corsette dancing at the party
A gothic sight, so style

And I...

The loneliest child alive
Always waiting, searching for my Fer
I'm still alone sitting in the corner

Silent I lie with a tear on my face,
Appearance decieves and MSN betrays

I'll wait for the time
My dream won't come alive
Always out of sight
But never appearing online

And in front of computer
Still I long for you
This white light is killing me
Coming from the screen

In the end, I'm enslaved by my dreams
In the end, there's no Fer to talk to me

Hidden from daylight, I'm crying in my room
Trapped in a dream that will never exist
And I'm all alone.
MSN isn't life when you're a dream
The Windows still open, but my list is empty as me

My hope is begining to fade
I fell in love with a person that I hate

But until we unite
I will have to die
Wait for time
To born one more time

When my computer breaks
I can't see your pics
We will never meet
Because you don't exist

This is my final call
I will fall
I'll throw myself
Out of the window

By the dark of my days
I'm fading away
I'll cut myself deep
Would you bleed with me
My Fernanda?