April Fools

I have a heart, but it's not on my sleeve
I wear apologies from everyone who leaves
I try to be the best that I can be
But I'm a piece of shit
I don't know why you stay with me

I'm nothing
Nothing but a something to you
I'm nothing
Nothing but somebodies body
So they feel something too

Seven months is all it took
I only stick around cause of you
Let me down and I'll let me down
Is that enough pressure for you

Do you even see how hard it gets
I swear I'm trying, but I will give it all up if you leave
Seven months is all it took
To care about you more than me

Let's get a house in the hills
I saw that they cost a little less now that the world is ending
We'll work real hard and you'll get that truck
And we'll drive until the gas is as empty as our luck

I heard that dreamers are broke
And lovers are blind
I hope you still hold my hand if I start falling behind
I know it's too late to expect to hold on to sanity
I'm just okay that you make me feel okay with being me

Seven months is all it took
I only stick around cause of you
Let me down and I'll let me down
Is that enough pressure for you

Do you even see how hard it gets?
I swear I'm trying, but I will give it all up if you leave
Seven months is all it took
To care about you more than me