Guesthouse

Take a bite

You hold me like a lover
You tell me that I'm yours and you're mine
I scaled the city with your shapes on my neck
And your breath in my ear
A guest in my mind
We laughed it off when I told you
The night before, in the taxi, I cried
Fucking strangers making fun of me
And you know they're hard to hide
If I'm the one, get me high (get me high)
And I stay high

Loving you is just another excuse to lose my mind
And I paid the price
Cleveland, I cry profusely in a hotel room
And it's been paid for two, but it's all mine
Day drinking downtown
I'll still see you tonight
You know why
I can't stay mad at you for my life (for my life)
Every feeling feels like the first time or the last time
(And then you run away)
It's the first and the last time

Baby, I waited by the phone
Said you'd be home in an hour or so
Then the Sun left my apartment
Then the Sun left my face
Tell me I'm not the only one
(Tell me I'm not the only one)
I wait for my friends to pull me aside
Even when your soul leaves your body
You're still sleeping next to mine
I can't keep loving you on borrowed time
(And I stay high)

Loving you is just another excuse to lose my mind
And I paid the price
Cleveland, I cry profusely in a hotel room
And it's been paid for two, but it's all mine
Day drinking downtown
I'll still see you tonight
You know why
I can't stay mad at you for my life (for my life)
Every feeling feels like the first time or the last time
(And then you run away)
It's the first and the last time