Sister

I found myself, the only girl in town
The only one who's willing to take you in
There's ash in the air, raining money everywhere
You take my keys and we go for a spin

I tell my boyfriend: Nothing in the world can make me feel okay
Every time I drink I have too much, too fast
Tonight I booked a hotel room a hundred miles away from everything
Had a fear I might have sent him to the past
Yeah

And tonight I almost told another lie
'Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
Waiting for the angels to come down
They take my hand and drag me to the club

I tell my boyfriend: Nothing in the world can make me feel alive
Every time I drink I have too much, too fast
Last night, I had a dream he left me half asleep and drunk behind the wheel
On the way back home, I miss the turn and crash
Yeah

Tonight I almost told another lie
'Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
I'm waiting for the angels to come down
They take my hand and drag me to the club (yeah)

The wings that let me fly don't seem to work (don't seem to work)
The things that bring me joy drive me to tears (drive me to tears)
The things that made my world can't be reversed (my world can't be reversed)
The day I'm out of work and out of peers (and out of peers)
Yeah

Tonight, I almost told another lie (another lie)
'Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up (all I wanna do is get fucked up)
I'm waiting for the angels to come down
They take my hand and drag me to the club (drag me to the club)

I tell my boyfriend: Nothing in the world can bring me back to life
I'd do anything to feel it for the first time
And I feel like the angels pulled a joke on me
They laugh and turn their backs
They leave the club and set the place on fire
I couldn't make it out there fast enough
The girls, they tell me I'm all out of love