Temporary Fix

Your blue sweatshirt's still laying on my floor
I can't pick it up, don't wanna go there no more
I kick it in the corner hoping it'll disappear
Your memory's still all around here

Tear down those sticky notes and throw them away
Even the one that says "I'll love you always"
11:11 will never come true
I try so hard but all I do is think of you

And I said
Oh darling, why are you lying to me
Think back to the way things used to be
Don't know how you could do something like this
Traded in forever for a temporary fix (yeah)

I guess you needed this more then you needed me
I forgave you twice, oh so desperately
It tore me up knowing that I led it slide
I kept it all bottled up inside

You said you felt something when I held your hand
Wasn't that a sign I don't understand
You don't know how bad I wanted us to last
It's sad how love can turn to hate so fast

And I said
Oh darling, why are you lying to me
Think back to the way things used to be
I can only forgive so many times
And that thought will never leave my mind

And I said
Oh darling, the nights I spent crying for you
You shined so bright but I watched the dark come through
Tell me how could you do something like this
You traded in forever for a temporary fix (yeah)

You went west and things went south
You gave me every reason to doubt
And once it's shattered it can never be like new
I'm sorry, I can't be with you

Oh when I said
Oh Ryan, why are you lying to me
Think back to the way things used to be
I can only forgive so many times
And that thought will never leave my mind

Then I said
Oh Ryan, the nights I spent crying for you
You shined so bright but I watched the dark come through
Tell me how could you do something like this,
You traded in forever for a temporary fix