Purple?

I'll paint my world purple,
And pretend this is not happening
Yeah I'll paint it all purple,
And I'll finally smile.

And I still feel your breathing
I know my heart`s still beating
So why aren't you here
To listen to my heart?

Should I just let it go like you?
I know that you've been gone.
Should I still feel you like you're around?
I'll just remember you right now.

Fuck off these thoughts, come on and kill me.
Yeah fuck off you!

Lying, you keep lying to me.
And then you come and haunt me.
And you still making excuses for not being here.
And I'm sick of your fucking face,
Please don't come over again.