21

21 years that I've been feeling alive
I can't ever seem to sleep through the night
I think my brain is changing and I don't know why
My friends will go out without me but I'll be just fine

I've been feeling like I just can't do right by myself
Maybe it's all part of a bigger plan, I'm going crazy

Maybe I need to drink some more water this year
To stop the pounding migraine between my ears
Everyday I drink my weight in caffeine
And hope that maybe one day I'll feel seen

I've been feeling like I just can't do right by myself
Maybe it's all part of a bigger plan, I'm going crazy

I've been feeling like I just can't do right by myself
Maybe it's all part of a bigger plan
I'm going crazy (going crazy!)
And all my birthdays go up in flames, but
Maybe I'll be someone someday

This year I'll be one more older
Next year I'll be one more closer