Halloween

I've decided I'm done
Don't care to move on
Not used to losing someone
If I lost fate
Was no choice I made
Accept the excuse of no one

Your careful silence can't replace your stupid smile
Casseroles and handshakes can't restore
Twelve damn years of ours
You stole me

I don't dare to try again
They said time will heal
And time will mend
But on Halloween
The last time you left

If I knew you were never coming back
I would've held on to that last day
Instead of here's your keys
The last thing I'd say would be I love you
Just in case
I'm only myself when I'm with you, baby

Take down my mirror
My pictures of costumes and you
Put aside posters and books and aged fortunes
And all this reminds me of you
With a pat on the back they say: Honey, it's time to move on
I'm sure we can find you a hobby now that he's gone
I stole you

I don't dare to try again
They said time will heal
And time will mend
But on Halloween
The last time you left

If I knew you were never coming back
I would've held on to that last day
Instead of here's your keys
The last thing I'd say would be I love you
Just in case
I'm only myself when I'm with you, baby

They don't understand
We were like this since the first time we met
We were born holding hands
Give me flowers and cards

I'll smile all they want
If they give me what I want
Please give me what I want!

I don't dare to try again
They said time will heal
And time will mend
But on Halloween
The last time you left

If I knew you were never coming back
I would've held on to that last day
Instead of here's your keys
The last thing I'd say would be I love you
Just in case
I'm only myself when I'm with you, baby

I'll be with you someday