Crowded Garden

We could have been great
Cursing myself at night
Skipping the sunrise
Waiting

For a cause to come
For me to leave my home
Not crawling

Cause still in every conversation I have I tend to mention your name

It's been a while
Since I stared at the stars
And got lost in it all
Knowing

Since I was grounded enough
To allow embrace
Trusting

But still in every conversation I have I tend to mention your name
Yes still in every conversation I have I mention your name

But I gather friends again
Crowded garden
Gather friends, finally
Now they carry me
Letting myself start to heal
I brought them all
Letting myself start to feel
I brought them home

It took me a while
But now the colors are back
I'm opening up, leaking

And now I want to get dressed
The punches punch less
Trying

But still in every conversation I have I mention your name
Yes still in every conversation I have I tend to mention your name

I gather friends again
Crowded garden
Gather friends, finally
Now they carry me
Letting myself start to heal
I brought them home
Letting myself start to feel
I brought them all
Gonna let myself start to heal
I brought them home
Gonna let myself start to heal
I brought them home