Fair Weather

Can I prove this shame wrong I've been left to dwell on?
No matter the weather I'll still be all alone

Is this an expression of my desperation
Or a question of whether I'm to be on my own
I'll never let go the thought of letting you go
But it's easier said than done for you

All I can try is my hardest
The hardest part is knowing that you'll never notice
No change will come as the seasons do
I'll bleed forever to bleed for you

No matter the weather I'll still be all alone
These lungs will stay empty from the breath you took
I only breathe through you

Never lend anything that you can't afford to lose
Don't take this to heart
But I'd rather be here all alone
Where I can pretend that no one knows

No-one feels the way I do, because this reality is just so far from real
I should probably leave this be
But I miss the thought of what we could have been
When it rains it always pours
Just don't let me in because I always want more