Sunrise

I'm fading
And I feel like you forgot me
Trying to keep me close, has proved too fucking hard
I'll try take back all the pain that I've dealt
Why would I ever mean to cause you harm

Why do I feel the need to prove myself, when everything I do just proves me wrong
It's getting harder to grasp how to face facts from my past
Coz I'm the living fucking proof that all nice guys finish last

I'm coming to terms, with watching my world burn
I'm wasted, wasting away
I'm learning to love the things that I said that I used to love to hate
Sleeping on the floor doing drugs that I can't afford Just to watch the sunrise

And when I crawl back home would you stay awake for me and when I crawl back home I know you'll be there
To tell me that I'm still alive
With your hand placed in mine
I can feel the shame rushing through your veins stemmed to the pain pledged in your arteries
Your blank stare
Sheds a tear out of your worn eyes
Your lips are pale, from the cigarettes they're all cracked and dry But please know, that with a little faith
I'll return once again to see this smile that your face
Don't give up on me