Powerless

How do I begin to start over
Everything tastes different
I haven't been sober
Ever since the daze that is now me it was you and then you walked out
I put on a smile for my friends try to show out
They knew I was sad even though they didn't see the fallout
Everything's a memory of you now
I've been trying hard to impress you
But damn I wish sometimes I never met you
I heard you moved on to the next guy
You just want to see me cry
I just want to feel alive
I've been popping pills just to feel something
I just crashed my car but I'm still stunting
I've been doing everything I can to try to garner your attention
But I think I fail to mention that

All I know is
Nights like these when I am all alone
I battle with the ghost of you living in my home
How can I defeat this
You know every weakness
I've grown so much stronger than you think
I bet you believe I'm powerless

We said goodbye
But I still see you in my sleep
I'm paralyzed
Call your name but I can't sleep
I mention all the silences
I love you in disguise
When you're not even listening
You'd rather close your eyes
I'm broken won't you notice
And if it's love then you won't show it

Now all I know is
Nights like these when I am all alone
I battle with the ghosts of you living in my home
Now how can I defeat this
You know every weakness
I've grown so much stronger than you think
I bet you believe I'm powerless

I tried everything to stop this
(But I am paralyzed)
Sometimes I feel you here with me
I just know I miss you too much
I say stupid things but deep inside I know I'm still in love

I tried everything to save us but I didn't say enough

I bet you believe I'm powerless
(I've been trying hard to impress you)
I bet you believe I'm powerless
(I've been trying hard to impress you)
(I've been trying hard to impress you)

Now all I know is
Nights like these when I am all alone
I battle with the ghosts of you living in my home
How can I defeat this
You know every weakness
I've grown so much stronger than you think
I bet you believe I'm powerless

Days like these when I am all alone
I battle with the ghosts of you living in my home
How can I defeat this
You know every weakness
I've grown so much stronger than you think
I bet you believe I'm powerless