Dragging The Cross

When I leave this world
Fully filled of dreams or nightmares
And I come back to reality
I feel the anxiety, the strength of PTSD
This life doesn’t make gifts

I know I live in the old days while the present is fast
This world is burning, but I'm too preoccupied to see that
One day, future will be past

I run under the rain, but I'm still in the flames
I travel on a dark road until the Sun fade away
I'm living like a deadman, but I can feel the pain
Am I just insane? Or is it this world instead?
No, this is not the same

Same, same, same
This is not the same

I'm broken once more
Heavy is the crown like I'm dragging the cross
I live among the crows, the heart pierced by the bow
For everything I saw
All the people I lost, all the smiles I toss
Few words breaking my jaw, cause I grew up from the raw

When I leave this world
Fully filled of dreams or nightmares
And I come back to reality, I feel the anxiety

I carry the misery of this world, so overtime I’ve the muscles to
All of us we form the tumor, I'm a part of this puzzle too
I close my eyes I can feel the planet
I collect the emotions like a magnet
But I can’t handle all their facets

I run under the rain, but I'm still in the flames
I travel on a dark road until the Sun fade away
I'm living like a deadman, but I can feel the pain
Am I just insane? Or is it this world instead?
No, this is not the same

I'm broken once more
Heavy is the crown like I'm dragging the cross
I live among the crows, the heart pierced by the bow
For everything I saw
All the people I lost, all the smiles I toss
Few words breaking my jaw, cause I grew up from the raw