Survivor's Guilt

There's something in the water
There's something in the water
There's something in the water
There's something in the water

Are you so secure in being everything you know?
Don't you fear that God is watching?
Am I really worthy to be chasing any dream?
When I'll always be my worst mistakes
Ah, smile for the cameras (smile for the cameras)
Aren't you contented in attention?
Oh, everyone loves you (everyone loves you)
Yet they've never seen my fangs

Could you still love me? Ha, ah
They sic me through the curtain, ha, ha
How did I make it? How did I make it?
How did I make it out alive?
Driven by self preservation
When I could be your prey
How am I different? How am I different?
Different from the wounds that I pried
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Cause saying anything is trying too hard
But silence is a bastard
Out on the edge of the knife, oh my
Letting the audience fester
Can anybody be a saint these days?
Each breath congeals and rasters
Out on the edge of my mind, oh my
Become undone in ashes

Moving in slow motion cause there is no other way
Any sudden move could scatter them
Lonely are the stars void of silent observers
Bursting into dust and questions
Aren't you happy? (Aren't you happy?)
They all look up at you
Shining star girl (shining star girl)
Remove this fowl from her foul coop

Could I lay right down
At the crossing of penance, oh
Let it come over, let it come over
Let it come all over me
Some part of this useless meat
Must satisfy your mercy
Take whatever pleases, take whatever pleases
But you won't find a purity

Cause saying anything is trying too hard
But silence is a bastard
Out on the edge of the knife, oh my
Letting the audience fester
Can anybody be a saint these days?
Each breath congeals and rasters
Out on the edge of my mind, oh my
Become undone in ashes

(It's just too much to come clean)
It's just too much to come clean
Too little to just breathe
I forgive you, I forgive you
But I still can't sleep